photo update on advanced birthday celebration :)

ps: credit to tajin! all the photos, grabbed from her blog :)

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current state

hello everyone! i now officially announce that im

PERPETUALLY TIRED!

a lot of projects and assignment, yet to accomplish :(

due on THIS WEEEEEEEEEEK!!! and then and then...

the following week is COMMON TEST WEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

update again after my paperssss :)) adios~

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MERRY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND MYSELF :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

I WISHED FOR WORLD PEACE.

ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS TO STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY.

FOR AS LONG AS I COULD LIVE IN THE HUMAN WORLD.

I WILL TRY TO STAY POSITIVE

LIVE EACH DAY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW

BE MYSELF/BETTER

WHATELSE...

ps: the baby wasn't me. taken from some sites

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我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密　 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨　 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不在绿 又斑驳了几句　 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离　 感情没有对手戏 你跟自己下棋 还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配 这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密　 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨　 巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句　 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离　 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋 还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配

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to cherie the dog

i had enough of you, cherie! what did you put in your cookies!!!!
it's @#$%^&* NICE!!! please make some more :):)
anyway. thanks for da card and early christmas cherie-made cookies!!
hope the next card i receive will be your wedding invitation card!! LOL

missing cookies found in my enormous tummy! wahaha~ i forgot to snap a picture of the cookies man. was too excited. so i try to wrap it back. then it became like a 'bunny' head. right?

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birthday eve sucks to the core :((

waited in vain :(( i was really really upset today.



walk until get blister :(( suntec->marina->suntec

hello everybody!! today was the eve of icequeen's birthday. but her friend celebrated with her in advance. which means on the weekend she will be spending her time alone. initially wanted to catch a movie with him. beverlyhills chi hua hua. budden he was like..... awhile say not free, awhile say maybe can come, next minute say he don't know what time then finish, next hour say coming, awhile more ask wanna join him, next minute 'why not you go home and rest first' this goes on from afternoon time, 1plus till night time, 10plus!
and i feel like singing this song from westlife 'can't believe that i'm the fool again' yeah... thanks alot! i was out, for the whole day. i waited for him. cos i thought we could spend some happy moments together. even if it's just birthday eve, i will be contented. i don't know why he must do this to me. not free or don't feel like coming just be straightforward. like.... come on? andrew ip! :(

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Early surprises :))

random group photo taken in nyp with NYP Freaks!!!!
from first to last: Khy, Muks, Chenfeng, Asri, Weihan(birthday boy), malay boy, Cy, Ah fu and me :D btw, happy birthday to Weihan :D

More Than Words...

hello everybody! long time never update my blog already. so im here to update a little. i've been really busy with work and school work for the past few weeks. at the same time, lazy and don't know what to blog. got alot of things wanna share but i haven get hold of the photos i want. very sorry ah!

today was a lovely thursday. had a small gathering with my friends today, at simpang bedok. because.... taijin is back in action, from Canada. haha. she wasn't on holiday now. the reason she's got no lesson to attend is because the teachers were on strike!! i cannot imagne man, too bad singapore, not allowed to do such stuff. if not..... the first thing they wanna get rid is ERP? ahhaaha~

anyway by the time anterine and me reached the place, was 8plus. even my sec form teacher was there with us man. mr stanley tan! haha. i disturb him until he wanna beat me up sia. but lucky never la. haha. anyway, i had a chicken and cheese roti john. and it was yummy! quite alot of people were there.. i will list them all out in my 'thank you you list for 20th nov 08' wahaha. at first only thought they came for the sake of taijin... cos she came back ma. after that found out, it's not that simple man. they've got something up in their sleeve! for meeeeeeeeeeiiiiieeeeeeeeeee :))))))))))))) wahahaha~

actually for the whole day, i can sense something is going to happen. but not very sure. cos now adays due to the weather, climate and busy lifestyle. i thought.... just maybe there wouldn't be much reserved for me la. haha. then just gather for dinner like that. and when the surprise finally arrive, i was just overwhelmed. too happy to say anything, just smile and thank them all :) im really thankful for the effort they put in for me, hope to meet up again soon man!!

wanna know what wish i made? world peace! not kidding man.. hmm, cos i don't really know what to wish for. cos for every year, no matter is count down or new year or christmas. i made wishes like. XXX will be mine by this year. but it never came true. so now i don't believe in making wishes liao. same goes to shooting stars. i saw more than once but sad to say, whatever wishes i made to the shooting stars didn't came true. so till now still no boyfriend. believe it or not... it's zero ex boyfriend!! should i start considering or stop considering. anyway i shall update again when i get hold of the photos

what i learnt from stanley today: 'good from far, far from good'

i think it's kinda funnnnnny! yeah will update again :) adios

ps: 'thank you you list for 20th nov 08'

Shihui
Sarah
Cherie
Anterine
Meixuan
Taijin
Esther
Eugene
Peisheng
Kelly
Ashley
Minzhui
Chongyi
Vincent
Stanley

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The Cactus

Someday you'll cry for me

Like I cried for you

Someday you'll miss me

Like I missed you

Someday you'll need me

Like I needed you

Someday you'll love me

But I won't love you

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really really unfair

hello everybody! im feeling down this few days.. hai.

my company short pay me :( they are full of excuses and unreasonable.
when i first went for interview, the supervisor A told me this 'ok, your pay will be $6.50 per hour'
when i first went for work, another supervisor M told me this 'you guys will need to undergo probation for 1 month, so your pay will be $5 per hour.. after 1 month if you are ok then will raise to $6.50'
i went to ask supervisor A.. then he himself cannot gimme a good explanation. NVM! i just accept that probation during the month of august. when im given my pay on 7th september, short of $10+. i just kept quiet. cos no time to clarify and calculate again also. so just accept.

i worked for the month of september as well, with the thinking 'hmm, dunno whether they will auto raise my pay anot cos since they say after a month will raise'... too busy to clarify, so just work like a bull for them.. with the thinking 'ok, all my hard work will be pay off... $6.50 per hour... i can buy this this this and that and return debts'

coming to the end of september, supervisor A called me and ask whether i can do one party at escape... i agreed. at the same time i asked 'so my pay for this month is $5 or $6.50' the supervisor A replied 'when your pay come out then you will know la' (im so naive to think that he must be acting secret for a surprise) so i just happily worked... in hope that my hard work will be pay off.

i counted my pay for the month of september, it's $365+.. with the thinking 'if i manage to see at least $300+ in my account then ok liao.. no need recount or what'

in the end....

when the pay day finally arrive... only $244+ .... i was so disturbed by this matter. i hate being treated unfairly!! i worked 50+ hours i get $200+.. serlin worked 40+hours get $300+ !!

the amount of differs is as many as my unfair treatment.
i called the supervisor A to clarify, then he said 'no, you all have to pass the test(conducted during end of september) first, then your pay will raise. i think it's a f*cking good excuse they come up with the test thing, to think we people are dummies? cos all the park host have to take the test. regardless of being paid $5 or $6.50. BUT, those $5 staff who pass will raise pay to $6.50. then those who are already paid $6.50 remains. means what? means the f*cking test he talks about only applies/affect us, $5 cheap labour/newbies.

the more i think the more unfair i feel. and i went to confront him face to face today, the supervisor A. with the feeling 'if you were to sack me because of this, i will confirm complain to ministry of manpower for using the reason of 'supervisor argue loss = staff fired'

how can a supervisor lidat? didn't keep his words. didn't meant what he said. if even a superiors order/words cannot be trust then what is the use of employing you to give us orders?

then he kept giving lousy excuse... bla bla bla. then i just shoot back 'this is so unreasonable, you should have inform me earlier and not when i found out myself then you come and say all this' he said my pay will be $6.50 starting from october, he say he haven't submit to HR office etc. i was thinking 'wtf, if i never come and confront you today, you confirm continue pay me $5 per hour for the rest of the months, think i so easy con ah' and the best part!! pay me $5 per hour for september right. so be it. FINE! i accept your f*cking lousy excuse. then what happen.. still short of money.. add august and september, still short of $50+! so i just said nicely 'maybe you all count wrongly, like last minute ask me work then never update etc' he straight away said 'cannot be lah' WTF!!! made so many f*cking mistake then attitude still lidat? die also don't wanna admit that you indeed made a mistake? you better wake up and count properly my pay for coming october. if still got problem i don't think i can still seat still and pretend nothing happen like some other staffs. got minus cpf or never minus cpf also dunno, i think all just blindly accept or don't dare to reason thing out.

in the end. the matter finally rest.. on the surface only. he said he will recount and return me my money next month. i doubted so. cos he never ever kept his words. anyway, we shall wait and see what more pattern he wanna show or what pretty lies he wanna come up with. in between still prasied 'i know you are a fast learner etc etc...' then i was thinking 'glad that you know. anyway no need you to inform, i m aware of my own ability, if one day i were to leave here, it will be your company's loss' after that still say 'wa, don't anyhow say us unreasonable leh, so serious' then i was thinking 'if you never did then why are you affected be the word' so after all... it's just an unreasonable agruement. life is so unfair.

but... too bad!!! i m not the sort of timid/innocent who will let people bully for nothing. i will fight for my rights and make you pay double if your try to bully me!!! >:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

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Funny

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Good advice with cool picture :D

hello people! take a look at the pictures below! make a guess!! which is my favourite pictures? there's 2 pictures which i really think it's cool! find 1 you like and share with me on 'BIRD TALK' if you want to. or just to show me, how many readers i actually have. haha. enjoy :D

Always try to help a friend in need

Believe in yourself

Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes


Study hard


Give lots of kisses


Laugh often




Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number




Always try to see the glass half full


Meet new people, even if they look different to you


Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless



Take lots of naps..

Be weird whenever you have the chance

Love your friends, no matter who they are

Don't waste food

RELAX

Take an occasional risk

Try to have a little fun each day....it's important

Work together as a team

Share a joke with friends

Fall in love with someone..

...and say 'I love you' often

Express yourself creatively

Be conscious of your appearance

Always be up for surprises

Love someone with all of your heart

Share with friends

Watch your step

It will get better

There is always someone who loves you more than you know

Exercise to keep fit

Live up to your name

Seize the Moment

Hold on to good friends; they are few and far between

Indulge in the things you truly love

Cherish every Sunday

At the end of the day... PRAY

....... and close your eyes

And smile at least once a day!

ps: my favourite picture is "take an occasional risk" and "live up to your name"

what about you?

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