10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 ZZzzzzz

accidentally hit until a glass panel at heeren! was rushing back to work then careless laaaaa~~~ comment from me, OUCH!! :"(

spotted this funny uncle at far east! look carefully! his sunglasses is on his forehead!! haha :D

g l a m o r o u s

the glamorous!

found outside heeren. cool?

anterine and me :)

happy new year to everybody :D

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

I can do better :P

I couldn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
'Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm okay
I don't need you if youre gonna be that way
'Cause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit
Don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit
Don't ask why

I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone
So long
I can do better
I can do better
Hey!
Hey you!
I found myself again
That's why
You're gone
I can do better
I can do better

You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you act I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over - over it

I will drink as much Limoncello as I can
And I'll do it again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
'Cause you know - you know you're nothing

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

CAUTION!

CAUTION!

CAUTION!

CAUTION!

went to do mermaid mascoting at www laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ :P

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

Tattoo

hello readers! yes, im working on christmas day at wild wild wet! but not to worry, cos today's task was super easy. just escort santa claus and walk around the park to distribute candies to kids. yeah!

hello! sorry daddy and mummy. i went to have another tattoo on christmas day! HOHOHO~

take a closer look at my blue-blacked scorpion tattoo...

that will last for a few days!! =.=

this is me and tyler the santa! he is a dutch! haha. today's job was super easy man. just accompany him and distribute candies to people from 1030 to 630!! that's all! whoo~ and my supervisor keep asking me not to bully him, cos he very innocent one. job interview also need parents accompany. but guess what, he is a big pervert! that's all i can say! [ps: he was fired for being caught slacking]

heehee~ isn't this cute? guess where i found this...

at my supervisor's desk! why so serious? i love dark knight!!

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

We wish you a Merry Christmas

this is icequeen's christmas eve treat for me and myself at anderson.
good stuff man. own blended ice cream milk shake, which includes strawberry cream, macademia nuts, cookies and cream ice cream :P
plus one slice of apple crumble with special requested whipped creams :P im growing~~

HOHOHO~~ and yeah, spent the day alone, again. knock off from work at 7 today, initially wanted to meet my girl friends at plaza singapura to catch a movie. budden raining plus im perpetually tired. so call it off and went suntec by myself. haha, met a guy from some banks, wanna do survey with me. initially he ask, where am i heading to, then i just said 'home' when im actually heading for my anderson's treat! haha. then he ask why never meet friend, christmas eve leh! why so lonely =.= then i say i don't celebrate christmas and i don't like crowds. i seriously hate being squeeze and push around, regardless of gender or whoever it is. zzz. and im very independent. im better off alone. so don't worry about me man. yeahh. since it's christmas seasons, i thought off this song by eason, called 'lonely christmas' sad to say ah, it really blend in fairly well with what is happening to me, currently. i don't love this song, neither do i hate it la. it goes..." merry merry christmas~ lonely lonely christmas~
想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结"
and then, after completing his survey form, i confessed that im heading to anderson to unwind a little after working. then he ask whether i need him to accompany anot. HOHOHO. although the guy quite handsome but still 'no need!' since it's just another stranger. after eating, went straight home to catch little nonya. and guess who i met in fourskin today!! YU ZHU! you-know-who? joanna peh from the little nonya show lor. although i don't fancy her budden i have to admit that the angmo guy beside her is really really dashing!! perhaps better than my ex husband, you-know-who!!!! HOHOHO and my dad very mean lor, ask me why i never ask her 'eh you kanna rape ah' ... after the previous's episode.

christmas tree make up of cute soft toys, cool?
found at suntec city convention hall :) kindly donate to them there!


we wish you a merry christmas
cards for my dearest friend :D
hope my presents will be useful to all of you during year 2009!




front view of my card. cool right? :D





sealed with icequeen's love (just one of the examples)







have a happy holidayyyy~ :D

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

Have you ever?

Have you ever loved somebody so much

It makes you cry

Have you ever needed something so bad

You can't sleep at night

Have you ever tried to find the words

But they don't come out right

Have you ever found the one

You've dreamed of all your life

Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to

Only to find the one won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes and

Dreamed that they were there



And all you can do is wait for the day that they will care

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

A for Apathetic

hello everybody! im officially having my two weeks holiday from 13 til 28dec :)

but sad to say i will be spending them, working! almost everyday at fourskin. only off on today and coming thursday. but thursday will be working at www. then weekend either www or kai :) don't think will have time to go out and have fun but i will make fun out of work. so don't worry about me :) i will be fine!!

today stayed at home and got plenty of rest :) was playing bloxorz. anybody playing this game as well? can be found in http://www.miniclip.com/ :) im stuck at level 30. don't believe i so smart right. then key in 280351 to load stage. haha. was very fun man. the best thing is, parents never nag about it. cos i use to play viwawa then they will keep nagging on me. cos gambling isn't good for anyone. so... yeah lor. sian lor. now you all know why i always play viwawa in school, whenever i got the chance to do so. cos at home kanna banned :(

found an interesting website today, it is about the ancient science of cards. yeah correct. those poker cards. how it determine your life? not very sure about it too. but for those who wanna know more just click on this, http://www.metasymbology.com/ :) and you will find out more from there

below is my card: 10 of hearts

Hearts - LoveSuccess in the Pursuit of Love

Challenge for the 10 of Hearts ~ SELF - INSISTENCE

Identified as "success in love" the people with this powerful Heart Card are at their very this powerful Heart Card is at it's best in large social organizations, on the stage and in politics.
Due to their strong emotional nature, they are sometimes overwhelmed in personal or intimate relationships and have to guard against isolating themselves from the people contact which is so very important to them.
If a person with this card operates on a purely negative level, choosing to use their charismatic charms for the sole purpose of material gains, then we will see such a drive for power and recognition that all personal love is lost in the conflict and the end result is a barrier of coldness and a lonely life.
All 10 of Hearts emanate and respond to love and kindness but they are also able to detach themselves and can appear apathetic when a love is lost. As they tend to guard their strong feelings, the Ten of Hearts people miss the thrill and upliftment of the "grand passion" but they also escape the emotional devastation that can sometimes follow in its wake.

TEN OF HEART BIRTHDAYS: July 31 (Leo), August 29 (Virgo), September 27 (Libra), October 25 (Scorpio), November 23 (Sagittarius), December 21 (Sagittarius/Capricorn)

FAMOUS TEN OF HEARTS: J.K. Rowling, Dean Cain, Wesley Snipes, Ted Cassidy, Milton Friedman, Geraldine Chaplin, Michael Jackson, John McCain, Ingrid Bergman, Avril Lavigne, Gwyneth Paltrow, Minnie Pearl, Pablo Picasso, Miley Cyrus, Harpo Marx, Keifer Sutherland, Samuel L. Jackson, Jane Fonda

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

MERRY HOLIDAY TO EVERYBODY :))

HAHAHA!! any 'tudong' girls interested in this guy above please let me know!!
(cos he is only interested in girls with 'tudong' =.= )

from clockwise direction: chenfeng, weiwen, serlin, siaofu and me :)

waiting for seats for steamboat session at Zheng Fa!!!

overall rating for Zheng Fa: (out of five *)

environment: ** [review] super squeezy and some area super dirty, for example: table bottom!!! cos really very little spaces for us to move about, then accidentally 'slide' until the table. then realise my dress was stained!! most probably is oil stain lor. WA LIAO EH~~~

food: *** [review] the taste is like so so only. just edible food. one * for the fresh prawns provided!!! although i never eat any of it. cos it's too fresh for me man!! the prawns is alive!!! mr.prawn, please don't come and haunt me at night ah, is wooyang, weiwen and chenfeng who ate you and your brothers!!! they are the one who ate and said NICE~ haha

choices: **** [review] there's alot of choices. from jap style to chine style. my favourite are their sushi and teppanyaki. you can get the chef there to prepare for you. no need to cook by yourself!! but but but... no drinks provided :( thinking of bringing your own drink? HA! no way! one cup of drink is 2bucks. yup. and and and... their desserts got quite a few choices but but but only 1-2 kind is nice and can make it, the rest.... wait to be clear by their own staff ba?! HAHA. and oh ya, still got chocolate fondue. taste was so so only. yup

services: *** [review] the waiter and waitress there, services is so so only. not much. their speed can be fast can be slow too. maybe due to the large crowd in the restaurant. but to me, what matter most is the attitude. they should have put on a smile on their face :) then we customers will come back for their :) right?

pricing: **** [review] for one adult is $18 and fullstops. no additional taxes. if you think it's still too costly, then maybe you wanna try and step in and see for yourself, the variety of food they provide :) but but but but but. if they could add in free flow of drinks, or at least 1-2 cup of drinks for us. then i will rate ***** :)

perhaps, it's their marketing strategy.

pardon me for doing all this rating man. just too bored and can't help being busybody. anyway... i will still go back and dine at Zheng Fa :)) anybody wanna know where must come and ask me personally and then i will bring you there and then treat is on you!! wahahaha~ just kidding :) the place is opposite velocity @ novena area :D

while waiting for wooyang's arrival and seats....

me, serlin, weiwen and chenfeng (picture taken by siaofu)

siaofu and me :)

me and serlin :)

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

photo update on advanced birthday celebration :)

ps: credit to tajin! all the photos, grabbed from her blog :)

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

current state

hello everyone! i now officially announce that im

PERPETUALLY TIRED!

a lot of projects and assignment, yet to accomplish :(

due on THIS WEEEEEEEEEEK!!! and then and then...

the following week is COMMON TEST WEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!

update again after my paperssss :)) adios~

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

MERRY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND MYSELF :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

I WISHED FOR WORLD PEACE.

ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS TO STAY HEALTHY AND HAPPY.

FOR AS LONG AS I COULD LIVE IN THE HUMAN WORLD.

I WILL TRY TO STAY POSITIVE

LIVE EACH DAY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW

BE MYSELF/BETTER

WHATELSE...

ps: the baby wasn't me. taken from some sites

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密　 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨　 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不在绿 又斑驳了几句　 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离　 感情没有对手戏 你跟自己下棋 还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配 这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密　 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨　 巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句　 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离　 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋 还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配 这感觉 已经不对 我努力在挽回 一些些 应该体贴的感觉 我没给 你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协 是我忽略 你不过要人陪 这感觉 已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页 不忍翻阅的情节 你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪 你的美 我不配

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

to cherie the dog

i had enough of you, cherie! what did you put in your cookies!!!!
it's @#$%^&* NICE!!! please make some more :):)
anyway. thanks for da card and early christmas cherie-made cookies!!
hope the next card i receive will be your wedding invitation card!! LOL

missing cookies found in my enormous tummy! wahaha~ i forgot to snap a picture of the cookies man. was too excited. so i try to wrap it back. then it became like a 'bunny' head. right?

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

birthday eve sucks to the core :((

waited in vain :(( i was really really upset today.



walk until get blister :(( suntec->marina->suntec

hello everybody!! today was the eve of icequeen's birthday. but her friend celebrated with her in advance. which means on the weekend she will be spending her time alone. initially wanted to catch a movie with him. beverlyhills chi hua hua. budden he was like..... awhile say not free, awhile say maybe can come, next minute say he don't know what time then finish, next hour say coming, awhile more ask wanna join him, next minute 'why not you go home and rest first' this goes on from afternoon time, 1plus till night time, 10plus!
and i feel like singing this song from westlife 'can't believe that i'm the fool again' yeah... thanks alot! i was out, for the whole day. i waited for him. cos i thought we could spend some happy moments together. even if it's just birthday eve, i will be contented. i don't know why he must do this to me. not free or don't feel like coming just be straightforward. like.... come on? andrew ip! :(

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

Early surprises :))

random group photo taken in nyp with NYP Freaks!!!!
from first to last: Khy, Muks, Chenfeng, Asri, Weihan(birthday boy), malay boy, Cy, Ah fu and me :D btw, happy birthday to Weihan :D

More Than Words...

hello everybody! long time never update my blog already. so im here to update a little. i've been really busy with work and school work for the past few weeks. at the same time, lazy and don't know what to blog. got alot of things wanna share but i haven get hold of the photos i want. very sorry ah!

today was a lovely thursday. had a small gathering with my friends today, at simpang bedok. because.... taijin is back in action, from Canada. haha. she wasn't on holiday now. the reason she's got no lesson to attend is because the teachers were on strike!! i cannot imagne man, too bad singapore, not allowed to do such stuff. if not..... the first thing they wanna get rid is ERP? ahhaaha~

anyway by the time anterine and me reached the place, was 8plus. even my sec form teacher was there with us man. mr stanley tan! haha. i disturb him until he wanna beat me up sia. but lucky never la. haha. anyway, i had a chicken and cheese roti john. and it was yummy! quite alot of people were there.. i will list them all out in my 'thank you you list for 20th nov 08' wahaha. at first only thought they came for the sake of taijin... cos she came back ma. after that found out, it's not that simple man. they've got something up in their sleeve! for meeeeeeeeeeiiiiieeeeeeeeeee :))))))))))))) wahahaha~

actually for the whole day, i can sense something is going to happen. but not very sure. cos now adays due to the weather, climate and busy lifestyle. i thought.... just maybe there wouldn't be much reserved for me la. haha. then just gather for dinner like that. and when the surprise finally arrive, i was just overwhelmed. too happy to say anything, just smile and thank them all :) im really thankful for the effort they put in for me, hope to meet up again soon man!!

wanna know what wish i made? world peace! not kidding man.. hmm, cos i don't really know what to wish for. cos for every year, no matter is count down or new year or christmas. i made wishes like. XXX will be mine by this year. but it never came true. so now i don't believe in making wishes liao. same goes to shooting stars. i saw more than once but sad to say, whatever wishes i made to the shooting stars didn't came true. so till now still no boyfriend. believe it or not... it's zero ex boyfriend!! should i start considering or stop considering. anyway i shall update again when i get hold of the photos

what i learnt from stanley today: 'good from far, far from good'

i think it's kinda funnnnnny! yeah will update again :) adios

ps: 'thank you you list for 20th nov 08'

Shihui
Sarah
Cherie
Anterine
Meixuan
Taijin
Esther
Eugene
Peisheng
Kelly
Ashley
Minzhui
Chongyi
Vincent
Stanley

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

The Cactus

Someday you'll cry for me

Like I cried for you

Someday you'll miss me

Like I missed you

Someday you'll need me

Like I needed you

Someday you'll love me

But I won't love you

IceQueen♥ Dreams will take you there

really really unfair

hello everybody! im feeling down this few days.. hai.

my company short pay me :( they are full of excuses and unreasonable.
when i first went for interview, the supervisor A told me this 'ok, your pay will be $6.50 per hour'
when i first went for work, another supervisor M told me this 'you guys will need to undergo probation for 1 month, so your pay will be $5 per hour.. after 1 month if you are ok then will raise to $6.50'
i went to ask supervisor A.. then he himself cannot gimme a good explanation. NVM! i just accept that probation during the month of august. when im given my pay on 7th september, short of $10+. i just kept quiet. cos no time to clarify and calculate again also. so just accept.

i worked for the month of september as well, with the thinking 'hmm, dunno whether they will auto raise my pay anot cos since they say after a month will raise'... too busy to clarify, so just work like a bull for them.. with the thinking 'ok, all my hard work will be pay off... $6.50 per hour... i can buy this this this and that and return debts'

coming to the end of september, supervisor A called me and ask whether i can do one party at escape... i agreed. at the same time i asked 'so my pay for this month is $5 or $6.50' the supervisor A replied 'when your pay come out then you will know la' (im so naive to think that he must be acting secret for a surprise) so i just happily worked... in hope that my hard work will be pay off.

i counted my pay for the month of september, it's $365+.. with the thinking 'if i manage to see at least $300+ in my account then ok liao.. no need recount or what'

in the end....

when the pay day finally arrive... only $244+ .... i was so disturbed by this matter. i hate being treated unfairly!! i worked 50+ hours i get $200+.. serlin worked 40+hours get $300+ !!

the amount of differs is as many as my unfair treatment.
i called the supervisor A to clarify, then he said 'no, you all have to pass the test(conducted during end of september) first, then your pay will raise. i think it's a f*cking good excuse they come up with the test thing, to think we people are dummies? cos all the park host have to take the test. regardless of being paid $5 or $6.50. BUT, those $5 staff who pass will raise pay to $6.50. then those who are already paid $6.50 remains. means what? means the f*cking test he talks about only applies/affect us, $5 cheap labour/newbies.

the more i think the more unfair i feel. and i went to confront him face to face today, the supervisor A. with the feeling 'if you were to sack me because of this, i will confirm complain to ministry of manpower for using the reason of 'supervisor argue loss = staff fired'

how can a supervisor lidat? didn't keep his words. didn't meant what he said. if even a superiors order/words cannot be trust then what is the use of employing you to give us orders?

then he kept giving lousy excuse... bla bla bla. then i just shoot back 'this is so unreasonable, you should have inform me earlier and not when i found out myself then you come and say all this' he said my pay will be $6.50 starting from october, he say he haven't submit to HR office etc. i was thinking 'wtf, if i never come and confront you today, you confirm continue pay me $5 per hour for the rest of the months, think i so easy con ah' and the best part!! pay me $5 per hour for september right. so be it. FINE! i accept your f*cking lousy excuse. then what happen.. still short of money.. add august and september, still short of $50+! so i just said nicely 'maybe you all count wrongly, like last minute ask me work then never update etc' he straight away said 'cannot be lah' WTF!!! made so many f*cking mistake then attitude still lidat? die also don't wanna admit that you indeed made a mistake? you better wake up and count properly my pay for coming october. if still got problem i don't think i can still seat still and pretend nothing happen like some other staffs. got minus cpf or never minus cpf also dunno, i think all just blindly accept or don't dare to reason thing out.

in the end. the matter finally rest.. on the surface only. he said he will recount and return me my money next month. i doubted so. cos he never ever kept his words. anyway, we shall wait and see what more pattern he wanna show or what pretty lies he wanna come up with. in between still prasied 'i know you are a fast learner etc etc...' then i was thinking 'glad that you know. anyway no need you to inform, i m aware of my own ability, if one day i were to leave here, it will be your company's loss' after that still say 'wa, don't anyhow say us unreasonable leh, so serious' then i was thinking 'if you never did then why are you affected be the word' so after all... it's just an unreasonable agruement. life is so unfair.

but... too bad!!! i m not the sort of timid/innocent who will let people bully for nothing. i will fight for my rights and make you pay double if your try to bully me!!! >:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

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