Jump River

a senior of mine recently forwarded a mail to me about cars stupid and lame accident..

wanna share this.... 'you jump i jump' pic with you guys... LOL

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why change blog add?

Hi to all present readers... and past spammer (if you are still alive)!!
i'd decided to put all unhappiness behind and start a fresh with everyone in school.
will try my best not to think about the past. so if can, don't ever try to rank it up in front of me. i'd given up all hopes in people from my class. sorry for those innocents one.. but i just can't find a reason to smile perfectly in front of all. feeling of... lost trust in them? but no worries, will still continue to make new friends.. just need to put on more guard on the current classmates and future friend. listen carefully, when i say classmates i mean it! sad to say, i won't regard anyone in my class as friend... perhaps more time to do so. im force to do this. yup. even so, maybe they won't bother.

back to topic.. why change blog add? simple.. realise got people start spamming at my tag board after some of my incidents in school.. don't know why.. so i renamed simidaijilah.blogspot.com and also erased it from my friendster profile. to avoid unnecessary trouble and prevent strangers to spam. so if i still get spam after this, then no choice lo.. but i'll more or less aware that it's probably done by someone familiar.. in school or outside.. i don't know.. they won't admit either. so.. yup... and don't you guys think that icequeenice.blogspot.com is a more meaning full creation. haha. if some never look properly with think that it's 'ice queen nice' haha.. or any suggestion to recommend for a nice blog link related to ice queen.. feel free to respond and talk on BIRD TALK!!!

oh, one more thing. realise i changed my:

haha.. i don't wanna be a joker in class anymore. must be serious to reach my goal. like what most of my lecturers said: 'you are too noisy' (shaking head and wiping their sweats) ...
the failure of my thermofluid paper had make quite a pretty big impact on me now.
first time get F for my module sia.. i must try my best to let this be the first and hopefully the very last one. if not.... probably will kanna scold F word by my parents.. LOL.. just kidding...
oh man... really gotta be serious!!!! besides that, the 'sally' icon was stolen from some site la..
was bored today... no school on wed ma.. wanted to do research on mechanical design, invention for a fruits skin peeler anyone?? and then went on a search for sally.. haha.. the return result had totally flattened me la.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sally it says the meaning for sally was princess.. but too bad im not those xiao mei mei who love to be called or treated as princess.. queen is enough.. just kidding... and one more is http://sallyzone.ch/ it was a new band from swiss.. can you believe it? the band is name after SALLY!!! too good to be true.. still don't quite understand why they named it, even after reading their biography. however their songs were not bad.. in fact, nice!! hope they will make it big one day!! wonder why my parents named me sally? haha.. i questioned them before.... and.....
my dad : 'huh, don't know/don't ask me, ask mummy'
my mum : 'eh, i think your uncle name one ah.. don't know leh.. think u ask pa pa la'
this is not joking hor~
and in my Chinese name, the third word is 杏 .... asked my mum before... and.....
my mum: 'hehehehe, cause i like to eat 杏仁 ma.. hehehehehe'
this is joking la... after that they got tell me is went overseas find expertise to name one.
i don't hate my name at all la, but secondary school teacher always pronounce my Chinese name wrongly.. which sounds awful!!!
alright, gotta go rest liao!!! goodnight :)

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Boston

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

You don't know me, you don't even care...

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.

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my classmates bully me

when i chose not to open things up...
people say i hypocrite...
don't like that person's action still can 'act' like very nice in front of her...
then want me to do what? show black face everyday or show bad temper
ever think why? yes, is it because i enjoy lying and acting?
but, no! i chose not to say is don't want to hurt people, at the same time hope that person can realise with some of my hint given by themselves.
ever ask yourself, in your entire life got don't like people but never confess...
ever have a reason for not doing so?

when i chose to open things up...
i know people will more or less get hurt...
so i try to be extra careful with my words...
if i really don't like that person, will just ask them go and die...
won't waste so much energy and time to talk it over...
after what i've done.. the person get hurts...
people say i bully...
that person treat you so good, and yet make them upset...

tell me... what else can i do?
whatever i say now people think it's a pack of lie... sad to know ah?
in the first place, don't even know this matter between me and her can become your problem?
thanks alot for your care and concern with this matter when all are busy with other things.
thanks for your precious time, if wanna carry on then sorry i don't have that kinda time.
think whatever you want.. just leave me alone after all you have already reach your agenda.

what more do you want? jerkoff ok!!!
please~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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spare me now ! kill me after exam !

you want to carry on think im acting innocent.. acting pity.. so be it!
i have all my rights to talk here and complain here..
i have no one to talk to.. no one can help me...
sorry to all friends who wanna find out from me that i've lie that 'im ok'
just don't feel like adding on to you guy's problem..
im capable of handling this by myself..
since young, im very independent..
i cry because of myself, it would not be because of anyone..
now i can only vent out by blogging here..

im tired....
i wanna study..
but alot of people and problems hindering me to..
please spare me!
i really wanna study...
i don't have so much free time like you guys..
if you are not worry about your studies, im worried about mine..
so please don't come and disturb me ever again regarding whatever shit you have in your mind..
take it as im a loser, for all i care!
i wanna pass all my modules, and save my parents from worrying about me..
they know alot of things, i can handle by myself..
they just don't know how much i went through to handle and show wonderful sides in front of all.. still got alot of reports and projects haven accomplish..
all i can say is... if really can't stand me, just finish me off with one stab..
talk is cheap..
but do a clean job...

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look what i've done

i ain't gonna cry..
in front of you guys..
im troubled now..
people say im hypocrite..
went to solve the root of that problem..
people say i act angel and make people the devil..
i said i didn't..
people say im acting..
explained..
and whatever i explained..
people still think im acting..
tired of explaining..
i remained silent..
people say i scare..
what wrong have i done?
what god have i offended?
why do i deserve all this unfairness?
just because i treated all nicely and fairly?
just because i never show my weakness before your eyes?
just because i always put on a strong front to avoid people to bully me..
that makes me a bad guy and a bully?
just because im more straightforward?
just because i always joke, people don't need to gimme face?
just because i do and say things in my own way?
just because i look strong, people comment on me without sparing a thought for me?
don't care about my feelings..
just because i show my happy face even if im upset, im call hypocrite?
just because i reject someone i don't like, i get retribution?
just because i love all my friends, i try not to hurt them and put them down?
just because of one thing, people put every blame on me?
just because he don't want to come to school, is my fault?
just because i open up, people don't want it to end?

backstabber/hypocrite/devil/bully/act

when someone come and ask me 'are you ok?'
i lied and said 'im ok'
right after i lied, i cried..
cried on the bus when on the way to school again..
cried right after i sat down in marketing lecture hall, when no one is around me and when the light was off.. cried because i don't know who to look for? i don't want to disturb until my friend.. and seriously, i don't know who will care about me.. because no one loves me..
because i don't understand this world..
i don't understand the reason why im living in this world to suffer all this?
i don't understand the reason to carry on living...
if only i can leave this place..
if only i can leave all troubles behind..
if not, people won't let me off..
if not, i have to keep suffering..
i want all this to end.. whatever it will takes..

look what i've done?

just because... no one likes me.. no one care about me..

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My Eyecandy~

wahaha.. ah fu spotted this on CLEO's old magazine from 4skin store(thank you you, fu).. and shared with me yesterday.. make a guess.. who is this fellow?

hint:
1. he brought briefcase on his first day of school at JC
2. he followed his dad hairstyle at that time.. LOL

chiang chiang!!! My eye candy Elvin Ng..

see, even he was once 'ugly'.. so.. people... never give up hope OK!!! you will never know, one day you might just become the second Elvin.. haha.. there's a saying that goes... "there is no fat people in this world, only lazy people"... and i'm getting lazy too =.=

in my own opinion, all my friends are wonderful and special in their own way. if all look the same then what's the point. your weakest point might turn out to be your special point :)

evidence for Elvin's fan club. not i anyhow xian de leh.. so don't hate me hor..

now... let me share some fresh hot pics of da day with all of you... whee hu~

Picture 1


TONGKAT ALI!!! O.O" found this in the living room man.. but inside doesn't contain any pills lo... who finished it? ... DAD!! own up! LOL

Picture 2



don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like...
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love...


Picture 3

HONG as the lecturer and FU as the giant man eater

HONG: OK anot glass(class).. let me show you the soo you shen(solution) for question lumber line(number nine) OK...

FU: HMmm.. i smell food~

HONG: OK glass(class), this question lumber line(number nine) is very zimple(simple).. keep quiet and pay attention pleaze~(please)

FU: AHz~

HONG!!!! we will miss you~ :'''''''''''''''''(

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Interesting photo capture in NYP

Picture 1

curry worshipper caught sleeping at the staircase.. wanted to use the stairs...

but they are all around that exit, left and right... and you wouldn't bear to wake them up. SWEET DREAMS!!! or should i say spicy(curry) dream? haha

Picture 2

what more can we say about weirdo in NYP? first, there was 1 handsome idiot carrying 2 bag pack in the foreground... second, 2 guy acting so close like.... GAY!!! at the background... shake head =.=

Picture 3

lecture can be so happening :D ...

and boring for some too! zZz

ZHAO: what la.. cannot rest ah.. *&^%$#@

don't rest now, later no energy go church leh!

+ i love god, god love me +

Picture 4

let me introduce, the latest summer hairstyle for all of you! it is more than what your bare eyes can see OK! it comes with a storage space for students with lappy(laptop) and heavy books. it is secure and solid, so you can rest assure to keep your valuables inside.

Picture 5

this is found at the bicycle parking lot near yio chu kang mrt station. can you guys see anything amiss here? it has been parked there continuously for more than a year.

chiang chiang!!! ah yo wei ah... owner!!! how can let your 'dog' suffer in the hot sun... SPCA is so going to talk to you about this matter.. just wait... LOL

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Legend of the dream catchers

Long ago when the world was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision.
In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider.
Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language that only the spiritual leaders of the Lakota could understand.
As he spoke Iktomi, the spider, took the elder's willow hoop which had feathers, horse hair, beads and offerings on it and began to spin a web.
He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life ... and how we begin our lives as infants and we move on to childhood, and then to adulthood. Finally, we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle.
"But," Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces -- some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But if you listen to the bad forces, they will hurt you and steer you in the wrong direction."
He continued, "There are many forces and different directions that can help or interfere with the harmony of nature, and also with the great spirit and-all of his wonderful teachings."
All the while the spider spoke, he continued to weave his web starting from the outside and working toward the center.
When Iktomi finished speaking, he gave the Lakota elder the web and said..."See, the web is a perfect circle but there is a hole in the center of the circle."
He said, "Use the web to help yourself and your people to reach your goals and make good use of your people's ideas, dreams and visions.
"If you believe in the great spirit, the web will catch your good ideas -- and the bad ones will go through the hole."
The Lakota elder passed on his vision to his people and now the Sioux Indians use the dream catcher as the web of their life.
It is hung above their beds or in their home to sift their dreams and visions.
The good in their dreams are captured in the web of life and carried with them...but the evil in their dreams escapes through the hole in the center of the web and are no longer a part of them.
They believe that the dream catcher holds the destiny of their future.

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Let me be your little dream catcher

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're fast asleep

In dreams you lose your heartaches

Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday

Your rainbow will come smiling thru

No matter how your heart is grieving

If you keep on believing

the dream that you wish will come true

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How true is this test?

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him. It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

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