Monday, July 20, 2009

boys will be boys - absurd


hi sean.. if you are reading this:

not that i don't wish to reply your messages or trying to ignore you for good, it's just that i don't know what to say to you anymore. what else can i say? what else do you expect me to say? what do you want me to say? how? revert back to normal? it did not start normal right from the beginning, because of you! you wanted random play, remember?!? maybe im at fault too, for not being clear that im not somebody you want to fool around. now that you have know, so there is no point to our friendship. save your explanation for now cos i trust nobody :) i don't know what to believe in you. i use to guard strangers and classmates, now i'll have to start considering everybody. human are just dangerous and contradicting. maybe i'll talk to you again in a couple of years time... if there is a need. i doubt so anyway. and if we happen to meet by chance, don't be surprise if i can still smile and say hi to you on the street. it's just 'immune system' to react to everybody and anybody. i hope you will move along though, +/- one friend, not much differences.

piece of advice: respect human beings



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